Out with the Old... In with the NEW....



So yeah 2010 was a year of some great times and some bad ones too.

Quick Refresher of 2010:

 We found out that my grandfather's cancer is doing so much better. We moved the hell out of Fort Irwin, California. We quit smoking cigarettes for Connor but mostly ourselves. Curtis started going to school and I continued with my schooling as well. Moved to Fort Bliss, Texas (now we will NEVER call this place "home" because I want NO PART in the state of Texas but I AM sure glad to be far away from Irwin though, lol)  some bad things that happened were; as a family we had to put down a family member, Loki, he was a 4 month old Blue Nose Pitbull who contracted the Provo virus. One of the upsetting things that also happened this year was we also lost a few good friends. Most of the argument was over something so petty as, we were moving and just didn't have time to do everything we wanted and next thing you know we were being taken advantage of...friendship and money. That shit was NOT cool on their part but now we know what kind of people they REALLY are!!! (Side note: And it sucks when other do not KNOW the whole story and chooses sides. FYI..... Learn the whole story before you judge!!!!) My mother had some serious problems with my teenage brother and another family member as well.  Over all the year has been GREAT and expecting 2011 to just be as wonderful as the last was!!!

Now onto my Hopes and Goals of 2011.....

( Most of my goals will be good ones but I do have a few that may not be considered good but I don't care what is thought....THESE ARE MY GOALS!!!!)

• Have and plan more ME time.... This is a definite must this year! Either taking nice quite baths, getting my nails done more often, or even doing a few more girls' nights.

• Start the planning for Connor's 2nd Birthday party and my grandparents visit early. I have LESS than 2 months to do both. I'm so excited that they will be here for their GREAT grandson's 2nd birthday!

• I seriously NEED to get on that bandwagon of weight loss especially if we are planning getting pregnant at the end of the year. I have to admit it YES I have been lazy and not doing my REAL part on losing this baby weight from Connor. BUT I have to have this weight off before the next one so there will be no problems for the baby and myself!

• Try to visit, call, spend more time with our family. My side lives at Fort Bragg in North Carolina and his side live in Cape Coral, Florida. I would like to keep in contact with them more, like calling, Skype, and sending pictures of Connor. It does upset me that Curtis' dad and Aunt, my mom, brother and grandparents don't get to see Connor as often as they should and it is my part to make that happen!!! May be this summer we can hit up his dad's in Florida and then drive up to go see my family in North Carolina or something like that.

• I need to mead some relationships with some friends. We have gotten out of touch recently and I need those people for support, and plain and simple I just miss them so very much!!! (Letters to be sent out very soon!!) Now on the other hand there is such a relationship that can't and WILL NEVER be mended because this person is so selfish, childish, rude, and so many other words that I just can not get past. I do wish I could just delete this person from my mind but I can't do that, I am not going to stoop to her level. I can promise that there will be NO communication on my part what so ever!

• Get the guest room set up as a guest room and not just a mattress on the floor, lol. For our most recent guest it was fine if they slept on the floor but for all the guest that are coming they are going to need an actual bed plus I want to decorate the room just for them! Oh it is going to BEAUTIFUL, pictures will be taken!!!

• Finish my schooling this year, h yeah all with A's as well! I only have four more course to go and so far I am doing outstanding. I have a 4.0 GPA and I a planning on it staying that way!!!

• Lastly I want to finish my back tattoo piece. First is the addition to my side, then the addition of color. Before any of that can be accomplished, the weight has to come off. so yeah this project may end up being a end of the year project, hahaha.

All the goals I have set out for myself are ALL obtainable I just have to be focused and motivated and stay on track.  As they all say, "See ya later 2010, welcome in 2011" and that is JUST MY PLAN!!!